My Rebirth Hope Day



On July 5, 2023 I decided to write an important post about when I ended up having a really good prayer session with S. from a church I used to go to.  She has such a big heart who loves people and is also an incredible prayer warrior like my mom.  I loved seeing her, she's so amazing and encouraging.

She prayed for Hope for me and to break all the bondages that the enemy has on me, and so much more.  She even said that from that prayer she felt Elohim (God) was saying through her to me that

Jul. 5, 2023 would be My Rebirth Hope Day.

To start to see Hope from Elohim that getting better some day is Possible 😃 That Hope is possible and will always be there with Him and that the victory is won.

S. always says I'm her name sake since her middle name is Patricia🥰.

The sweetest thing is she said I've really made an impression on her since she met me 11 years ago.  She's known me since she first made friends with my mom at church and then made friends with me also.

She mentioned to me that she’s seen such a difference in me since she met me, and that though it may seem like I’ve fallen back so far, that I’m further along then I realize – it just may not seem like it when the clouds are so thick and the sun can’t be seen – but if you wait, before you know it the sun will come out again.

She said there were key moments she said she saw a change in me back when she remembered hearing my testimony at church as well as even driving me to a woman’s group to give my testimony.  She said I was radiant not only when I got baptized, but when she saw me get married.

So with all those things and more she really believed I have a purpose from all that I've gone through and that Yeshua (Jesus) will bring me to Victory.

So to those that are struggling with life, don’t give up, as our Yeshua (Jesus) and Elohim (God) are here for us to get you to that other side, and as long as you have breath there is still hope for you <3.

Patricia  <3  :)

 

Romans 15:13    May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, so that by the power of the Holy Spirit you may abound in hope.

 

Here's a really good song that S. showed me that is really encouraging called "I Speak Jesus", which is about speaking out Yeshua that He can break addictions, anxiety, fears, depression, and so much more and about finding freedom and breaking strongholds.  It really was a song I really needed to hear - as I struggle with all those things and so much more.

 

"I Speak Jesus"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FpGYImM_VeM&list=PL3whQX319DaB37iB8NZpJe206iSdpe3kc&index=47

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