Pearce the Heart

I decided to write about an important counselling post from Jun. 18, 2026. I was constantly worried about anything and everything.  At that time my current worry was about my favourite Salad Dressing possibly being out of stock.   My counsellor asked me what worrying looked like to me, and it was with me extremely shaking my hands as I Freaked Out inside making it feel like I can't breathe.   Then my counsellor asked me what Acceptance looked like and I opened my hands and my arms straight outside of me - and suddenly I felt this Peace I Desperately needed and for once I felt like I could hear from Elohim (God) and feel Him.   I teared up as I felt Elohim saying I Really Have You My Child – and that it is Important to be open to Trusting Me as I Have you in the Palm of my Hand. I know that's a hard thing for me to do as I am a Super Control Freak and I believe I am the only one that can Figure Things out by Worrying Constantly. But when I opened my ...

  I had a random funny thing happen with me and my hubby on Jun.13, 2026.   I super struggle with Obsessive and Worrying thoughts that overwhelm me to the extreme.   It really makes my anxiety too much a lot of the time.   Some of the things I go over and over in my head about are buying things and if they will have stock in it, can I get a sale, will my Gut be in pain and will it let up enough so I can eat, will I know how to make things, and so many other worrying things – which isn’t helpful. I know logically things almost always gets figured out, but my fear just gets louder and louder – and I feel like I’ve lost control of my thoughts and myself. So with all that, while I was on a walk with my hubby we were talking about my mental struggles that I have so often and my hubby randomly said why don’t you think of Purple Elephants when those Obsessive and Worrying thoughts come up – so that you can take control of your thoughts and help Stop them becoming a Pr...