Pearce the Heart

  I know it’s been awhile since I last wrote a post, but I had an Unexpected Peace from Elohim (God) come to me on Nov. 2, 2025, which I felt I needed to write this important post about it. I have been super struggling with my anxiety, depression, and obsessions that go through my head and body.   It has caused me to find it hard to feel for people, and all I want to do is curl up in a ball and disappear.   I get so anxious and feel it throughout my whole body and mind.   I feel scared all the time, and even when people try to help me, I often don’t accept it, as I feel so trapped that I can’t even let someone help me. Even encouraging messages can turn me off, I try to accept them, but they often don’t penetrate me as the darkness is often stronger. With all that I have found it hard to connect with Elohim (God) even though I want Him so badly.   I admit I don’t pray much as I find it hard to do much of anything.   I just wonder where is He. I’ve...