When God speaks through Different Ways

 

On August 20, 2023 I decided to write an important about how I was listening to a Pastor Abraham’s sermon and he made an impression on me when he talked about the whole intentionally or not some people try to have both the light and the darkness – but you can't have both.

An Example is you are Asking God to deliver you of your sins or the things that you are struggling with - yet as you mentioned that - you can't help but keep walking towards that darkness and temptations, and with that you keep struggling and keep giving into that dark side of thing.

So at some point you finally actually let the darkness and enemy take over you and then you cry out to God – “Why God didn't you deliver me from my struggles/sinful ways?”

Like for example Food and other things may not be a bad thing - but when you want it too much – and it comes with being negative things, and so many other struggles that go with it –then it can become a sinful/dark thing.

Is it about something you really can't actually stop/help doing OR is this something you want – but you know you shouldn't do or have and it is something you just want when you know it's not good for you.

Pastor Abraham said that it’s a sin when it brings you deeper into the darkness and harder to resist the enemy and whatnot.

That's when you need to focus more on Elohim (God) and work on walking towards the light in your life - instead of giving into the darkness.  I know it’s not easy, but it’s important to keep trying.

On a cool note, I happened to see and took pictures of 2 deer’s while I was on a walk near one of the train stations a ways from my Mom’s place and it looked like a Mother and her little child, which was like God speaking to me saying that He looks out for His children.  I appreciated that when I was having a hard day trying to do better and work toward the light instead of the darkness.

I then saw an a couple Encouraging Daily Guided Prayer messages from today.

It said "Father God, thank You for showing me the paths that lead to life! It is an honor to spend time with You, and learn from You. As I go about my day, please help me apply what I've heard from You today. Continue to speak to me, and help me to listen to Your voice so that I can obediently follow You. In Jesus' name, Amen."

  & also at the end

"Nothing is Impossible For God.

Find power in the knowledge that He heard your prayers, and wants to continue the conversation."

 

Reading these things Helped remind me that Elohim (God) wants to be there for me and help me and that though things can often feel Impossible, that Nothing is Impossible for Him – we just need to keep walking toward is Light and Love – so He can shows us a way out of that darkness.

Then a dear sweet new friend L. that I met recently at church that I mentioned about in my post a little while ago called “When Addiction Rules Your Life -Yet God Doesn't Give Up on You!!!”

She was so sweetly got me a Card and said not to open it until I got home.

I was having quite a hard time again with my Gut and Mental State – And so I decided to open the card when I was alone and oh my she wrote so many encouraging words - she was saying how courageous she feels I am and what strength I have and it inspires her and helps her believe even more in Yeshua’s (Jesus’) power and what He does.

She believes He has a plan for me in the future and that it as wasn't a coincidence for me coming back to my old church for a short time while at my Mom’s place and us meeting each other.

She said that she’s thankful God brought us together and I for sure as am too.

She believes healing is possible for me and that I have to - say NO! To the enemy!!

She got me a little heart key necklace that she felt was a reminder to me that the key to my healing was through Christ’s heart to my heart.

I just couldn't believe that L. would say all these incredibly kind, sweet caring things about me and we only met recently.

I messaged her a little video message to L. thanking her for the card and necklace and I really couldn’t help but cry emotional tears that she would do that for me.

And I love her for doing that for me and I feel so blessed for God bringing us together and how amazing she is and touched she would believe I'll get better some day and what not.  I saw again for sure that God was speaking through her to me.  – As She truly radiates God's love and light.

She is just so special and I haven't met anyone like her that not only has such a strong connection to God - but would say what I needed to hear from God – as she seems to so often be spot on with that. – Clearly Elohim brought L. to me during this time of need to try to help me

 

I pray to Elohim (God) you Help me get to that place she and others believe I can get which is Full Healing from you.  – And I pray someday I'll be in the mindset to let You embrace me fully and let You reach me so deeply that I'll only want You with everything connected to that wonderful life you have for me.

I’m Not sure how that will work with treatment and Your full Healing mind, body and spirit, trauma, food stuff etc - but I do want You to get me there ❤️.

 

I think L. is an one of a kind type friendship – so thank you my Elohim for bringing her into my life.  I hope in time I can be that type of friend to her and others that are out there.  I know that it’s hard to see myself there right now – but being able to help others with your by my side would be amazing – I pray others out there can have that too – so that they can embrace the light instead of the darkness.

 

Patricia   <3   :)

John 10:27     My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me.

 

Here’s a good song about having the nations sing a new Hallelujah to our Elohim (God), and having love be sent through from Him to us on the other side.

 

“A New Hallelujah” by Michael W. Smith

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ayRBg5nsek&list=PL3whQX319DaB37iB8NZpJe206iSdpe3kc&index=99