Happy Dance Day

 


Today is Apr. 12, 2023 – which is 1 day after the “Letting go with Messed up Burgers” post

I was having another hard day the other night in April, and I had started to see some improvements both gut wise and mentally wise which was so good, and I imagine it had something to do with letting go yesterday on April 11, 2023 with those messed up burgers, which I mentioned in my “Letting go with Messed up Burgers” post.

I ended up just doing what I needed to do after it go messed up, which was choose another option that I had there, which I happened to be my last 2 wonderful Turkey Burgers I love, and so I ended up enjoying the meal with my hubby that night.

Anyways the next day on April 12, 2023 it was incredible as I was finally feeling happy, and so was my very sweet hubby.  It was amazing as my gut wasn’t in so much pain, and my mood was so much better.  As most of the time I really struggle with both my physical and mental states, as I’m often in a lot of pain.

So it was so amazing for both my hubby and I to have an amazing, more relaxed happy moments together.  And because we were feeling so good, my hubby and I were happy enough to have fun and dance together.

Which is saying something, as neither my husband or I have had an actual happy day in a long time, so this was very much a needed thing.  So I decided to call today, Happy Dance Day.

My hubby and I ended up dancing to 70s music, and I couldn’t help but cry happy tears, and I couldn’t stop smiling, as I missed sooooo much just having fun with my husband, as normally I've been so unbelievably stressed out, that I feel like I can never relax.  So to just be able to dance and smile and have fun with my happy was incredible!!

The Happy Day Dance Song that my hubby and I found that stood out the most to us when we were dancing, and that stayed in our heads in a nice way for sometime was the song - "How deep is your love" by the Bee Gees. 

I wanted to capture this moment for later to remember, so I had my sweet hubby take a few lovely pictures of us after we danced a little bit together.

With All this dancing and just being in the moment, which I rarely do, it made me think of when we danced on our wedding day.

That was such a beautiful day that I just couldn't stop smiling about.  As I was so excited to marry the love of my life❤️.

I’m just so glad we both could just feel happy and more relaxed, and have these wonderful dancing moments together.   As I mention it’s been sooo long since we both just felt good, as my physical and mental health hasn’t been that good for awhile, which has really affected both of us.

My wonderful hubby had hoped there might be a chance that something good would happen with me over Passover when it comes to me getting better, so it's pretty awesome that my Gut finally seems to be healing more, and even if it’s just for today, I’ll take it, as to imagine someday where I can eat without a lot of pains I usually have, would be a miracle, and having that with my mental state someday be better too, would be so incredible, which I believe my Elohim will get me there some day, which I would be very thankful to Him for that❤️.

So it’s Pretty cool that this Happy Dance Day would happen on the last day of Passover, which on a cool note my hubby mentioned that the Passover in biblical times was during the first month of the year.  So it made me think about the whole starting over anew in a healed better place someday would be so amazing.

I know I'm not at full healing yet, but it really helps to finally see some improvements and real change after a really long time of Strong Gut and Mental pains.

To top off that lovely Happy Dance Day, my wonderful sweet hubby and I were able to get out for a walk on a hot, sunny, windy, birds chirping day ❤️☀️ 👫🌬️🐦❤️, which Elohim knows how much I love that, which I am also thankful to, and it makes this day that much better.

My hubby and I were so very thankful to Elohim (God) for this Happy Dance Day, as they don't always come around, so remember to appreciate them when you get them, as Elohim can help show you where and what you want in this life.

Patricia   <3   :)

 

Psalm 16:11    You make known to me the path of life; in Your presence there is fullness of joy; at Your right hand are pleasures forevermore.

 

Here’s the song I mentioned above, that’s a good song about how deep your love is for someone you care about, and you know you belong together, and they are a light in the darkest times.  That there may be times you may not think you care about you – but that you are very loved and cared very much for.

 

"How deep is your love" by the Bee Gees 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MGzPlbwwnLY

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